Still Waiting…..
I know its been ages that i posted my blogs but its jsut sheer laziness nothing else.The thing is that when i am eagerly waiting for something to come my way i just cannot concentrate on anything else.Sometimes i myself think how am i able to carry on with the other things like cooking tv etc.
I remember the old days when i was with my mom and family back in india, and if i was sulking for something i literally wont do anything.
I will switch on the tv swap channels for 10 mins and then switch it off go to another room switch on my comp, login and imd logoff now what?? go to the kitchen open few boxes and peep in looking for something to eat and also crying that there is nothing good in this house to eat.Again go to someone and start a dumb conversation which will have no meaning and scope…………
This is how my life was in those days.Howmuch ever people would try to help me i wont take that help and will stick to my sulking and brooding mood.
Now its a little different i dont know if marriage changes a person so much, i still want to sulk about not getting an apointment with the FIT Chairperson but somehow dont feel like doing it.May be because i dont want to give a big shock to Sudharshan but still even now sometimes i do that unknowingly and unwillingly poor soul manages it really well.
I havent yet got the appointment with the FIT and i wanna do the same thing, i almost did the same the difference was that i didnt create that much of scene…..Saturday and sunday were like 2 centuries but somehow the weekend passed peacefully.
Saw Kuch na kaho.We were just home the whole weekend, went downstairs and captured the most beautiful scene “Skyline of Manhattan” into our new Handycam.
Came back had something to eat .Sudhar was busy with his studies most of the time.
I was asusual logging into my messenger some 100 times.Spoke to Sushi and gave her some advises….ha ha ha cannot believe i am doing that.There was a time when every single person used to give me some advise and i used to hate that and today i am doing the same….Hope sushi doesnt feel the same:)
Spoke to Nagalakshmi, she was asking if i am willing to sell my toys, but i siad i havent yet decided.May be i can, it seem to be a good idea…………lets see what i have in store for me…………..
I think this blog is going total meaningless , i started it somewhere and its going somewhere else.
I am sorry for the bore…………shall try to write something useful and meaningful next time
By the way wanna say thanks to all of those who posted all encouraging comments and thanks for your wishes too……
Today morning Sudhar said that he feels that this week is gonna change everything in my life for something very good…Just waiting for that…..
bye
Tata